The world revolving round my head;

DAMN. i just realised something BIG. WHAT A BIG CONCIDENCE. :l nothing good anyway. now i know why people say Singapore is such a small place.

AND maybe it has something to do with you. :l :l

Seriously;
I think my heart is bleeding.

YAY the guitar girls acheived gold in the SYF! :) So proud of them please! aha congrats alicia dear! ;) She must be jumping like crazy now. hahaha. freaking hyper online now. haha.

Have PFT tomorrow. boooo. :(

English is finally over. ~pheeeeww. the paper's not that bad, just that i have slow understanding skills so i tend to catch things slower. but that doesn't mean i'm slow okays. and nehneh's so irritating. also making fun of me and my hair. =P The week of revision and i really have to pia like shit considering my attitude towards work nowadays. realised that i'm lagging like fucking far behind. so i have to wake up and go study now. -slaps myself. even nehneh called me a PIG. PIG. capital letter somemore.

BLAH BLAH BLAH. >:(

It's coming back and it's a no good sign. and i know jealously doesn't solve the problem at all. not a single bit. :l

The love of my life;

Trying this cool thing out. to see whether i can view my picture through friendster. wna see the picture of my short hair? CLICK. :)
P/S : must log into friendster first. :(


english mid year tmr. yay one paper is going to be all over. :) but i hate those tensions. and the fact that we have early dismissal, it means that i can go home and sleep. :D gotta go learn writing the formats now! before i go, here's a lovely oldie. =D Early night world!

Ghost of you and me

What am I supposed to do
With all these blues
Haunting me, everywhere, no matter what I do
Watching the candle flicker out in the evening glow
I cant let go
When will this night be over

I didn't mean to fall in love with you
And baby there's a name for what you put me through
It isn't love, it's robbery
I'm sleeping with the ghost of you and me

Seen a lot of broken hearts go sailing by
Phantom ships, lost at sea
And one of them is mine
Raising my glass, I sing a toast to the midnight sky
I wonder why
The stars don't seem to guide me

I didn't mean to fall in love with you
And baby there's a name for what you put me through
It isn't love, it's robbery
I'm sleeping with the ghost of you and me

The ghost of you and me
When will it set me free
I hear the voices call
Following footsteps down the hall
Trying to save what's left of my heart and soul

Watching the candle flicker out in the evening glow
I can't let go
When will the night be over

I didn't mean to fall in love with you
And baby there's a name for what you put me through
It isn't love, it's robbery
I'm sleeping with the ghost of you and me

I didn't mean to fall in love with you
And baby there's a name for what you put me through
It isn't love, it's robbery
I'm sleeping with the ghost of you and me

If only those tears were laughter;
you wouldn't have flooded my thoughts.


Okay the advertisement on the 'flower thing' on perfect 10 is seriously lame. my. aha.


ran 2.4 km today. and i'll bet a million to say that we seniors all ran extra rounds. some people act smart la, don't want to take down our timings and then in the end lost count. now my timing sucks please. like 13:34. BLAH.


now almost everyone i know is with short hair, and they're in style. haha and i went to cut too. :) with pamela, celeste, avis and nat. so punky, i like. :D but i hate mornings, cos i'll look like a lion ( like really! ). and that's really bad.


ahh. i had it all figured out. i'm not going to attend any remedial lessons or what so ever. i think self - studying is so much better. at least i can concentrate more. but i don't have answers to questions i don't know. now that's one major headache. :l

YUMMY YUMMY HELLO PANDAS. =D

And when you're living in a lie;
you're deceiving that someone who cares.

CONGRATS TO ALL! :D THE BOTH DIVISIONS CAME IN FIRST FOR THE NATIONAL ROUNDS!

I'm damn proud of the juniors please! =D they really played well for the finals. they were leading by so much throughout the whole game and their performance was just, fantastic! ;) proud of you guys! i think their score was 47 : 16. and we seniors did not start off well. partly because maybe we were too complacent? i don't know. but that's wat coach said. and i don't like the umpires. >:( they didn't blow for any contacts i swear and they allowed pushing here and there. so irritating la. and yes, glad you know i'm weak and coach was scolding me. no, shouting at me. but we won overall. score was 38 to 15. yep. went to marche later to eat. took pictures and all. too tired to explain every single detail. haha ohwells, it will be too long to explain anyway. hur. XD

exams are round the corner by the way. now that finals is over, i have no more excuse to say that i'm distracted so i can't study. aha. have to really buck up! go jiazhi! you can do it! :D heheh. bye world!

P/S : i know you love me, do you? ;)

Going Crazy by Natalie

Ever since the day you went away and left me lonely and cold
My life just hasn't been the same ohh baby, nooo
When I looked into your eyes the moment that I let you go
I just broke down (down)

Baby if I ever get the chance to be with you again
I would sacrifice
Cuz the feeling that I feel within
No other man would ever make me feel so right
Its nice to smile when I get your phone call at night
But I'd rather have you here with me, right next to me
I miss the way you hold me tight

[Bridge]
I gotta let you know
I feel so weak without your touch
I never thought that I could ever love a man so much
I gotta let you know
I think that we are destiny
For you I'd cross the world, for you I'd do anything

[Chorus 2x]
Thats right baby
I'm going crazy
I need to be your lady
I've been thinking lately
That you and me, yes we can make it
Just ride with me, roll with me
I'm in love with you baby

Break it down now I'll tell you what I feel
From the moment that I met you its been so damn real
My heart seems to skip another beat
Every time we speak,
I can't believe I feel so weak
Tell me that you really need me and you want me and you miss me
And you love me I'm your lady
I'll be around waiting for you I'll put it down be the woman for you

I'm falling so deep for you crazy over for you
I'm calling, calling out to you what am I going to do?
It's true, no fronting
Its you and no other i can no longer go on without you
I'll just break down (down)

[Bridge]

[Chorus 2x]

I gotta let you know;
I feel so weak without your touch.

now that one big and major problem is over, more and more are heading towards my direction. too much things to do now. on thursday is our big day. netball finals. good or bad? i don't know. all i know is that there will be good and bad news that of course, i'll wish to hear, and not wish to hear. not really anticipating i guess.


thursday will be our officially last training with the seniors. i'll miss them so much. :( i really do. life will not be the same anymore when they're gone. *sobs.


so many pretty pictures! :D go to pet's blog or friendster!


saturday's training was fun. :) guessed coach was really happy with our results. im glad too. still can't believe the fact that we all made it into the finals. i'm still happy about it. =) the team has surely bonded more after this and hope that we will win the championships!

went for vickyshit's party after that in the evening! but first met huiyun and nat in town first. and seriously, we were on this perfume marathon at tangs and dfs. haha kept trying different perfumes and colognes and trying them again and again. hahaha then i accidentally sprayed the perfume into huiyun's eyes! cos i didn't know where was the opening! so sorry drawing block! then went to but sweets and blizzard. then cabbed down to vicky's house and had dinner there. was half the time at the swing talking and rocking non stop. was damn fun please! i love her house! took pictures and im too lazy to upload noe. :P heheh shall do it another time.
AND VICKY'S BDAY IS TMR. :D WE ALR GOT HER A PRESENT. =D


study study study! so many revision to do and i know i should start earlier, but i'm just not doing it. not that i don't want too. i'd really love too, but nothing's motivating me. i'm not scared that it's just next week, and not a teeny weeny bit scared that i'll fail. and i have a strong feeling that i will do badly. not a good sign eh? somebody! please motivate me to study! :/


i can't possibly try to make everyone happy right? everyone has their own choice of friends, and so do i. its not that i'm not talking to you or what so ever, its just that i don't feel the closeness there anymore, not that we're not close, just that we're not as close as before. i really didn't mean to hurt you but sometimes, i can't be always there for you. i have other friends that i have grown attached to, and that they're as close as you are to me. you have your own circle of friends too, do you? but i'll still be here for you if you need me, don't worry. =)

What a girl wants.

first of all, i wna say HAPPY BDAY JAMIE! ( i love you so much! you really better appreciate wat me and noelle did for you yesterday okay. we were dead tired but still we made your bday enjoyable. hope you had a great time dear. :) *mwahhs. )

I'm so happy now. :D

yay the both teams finally made it into the finals! im so proud of our juniors! =D they made a comeback and now they will be playing with us. they really really proved everyone wrong and they played super well for both crucial games. though the score wasn't really fantastic but their performance was superb. :) so many positive things to talk about them that i can't even count them. just happy that they brought happiness to us and to coach too. X) and training today was tiring but fun. best part of the year. =)

we had semi finals with st nicholas too. didn't play really well and i swear i was the worst player of the match. :( not that i was too overcomplacent but maybe i was too sleepy. ahaha. nah, its just excuses. ;)

there, im banging myself now, but who cares. im not really happy. maybe only in some aspects. don't really know why but maybe those laughter brought back memories that i thought i have forgotten long time ago. sigh, don't wna think now. bye world.

now i won't turn my head back.

yay im so so so relieved. ~phew. the juniors won the match against st margs!! =DD congrats to all. was jumping for jow when they won. their last quarter was especially good. ;) they proved those who think that they're gona lose wrong, including me. :p just glad that they had the ij spirit within them while playing the crucial game.

everything's going so fast. i was so frantic aboout the game against damai and now, its all over. how time flies. we played okay overall, and it was freaking hot please! hot enough for me to grow a tone darker. :/ score was 50 to 21 i think. semi finals on friday and it will be against st nicholas. hope everything will turn out fine. :)

everyone's almost getting into trouble recently, lots of them. and i was included cos some stupid insect is so against me that we booked me for 4 things. yes, 4 at one go. and guess what's was the most ridiculous thing of the century? she booked me for truancy. no doubt about it. and hello, i was in school the whole time la. argh she just pisses me off. irritating piece of fugly ugly looking shit. >:(

now i pray that everyone will not get into trouble and study for their mid year because this is not a good time to do anything silly. no offence or what so ever, but studies are the first priority now. well, that's my case. :)

-Nobody warned me about your smile.

fwalala. im gonna cut my hair short. :) with celeste and pamela. its a deal. heheh. after netball finals, provided if we can make it lah. hahaha. this is so fun! any suggestions of where we can go? thinking of going to clippers. haha.

having problems with my short or long hair. cant tie it up properly, have so much troubles just to tie my hair for games, makes me giddy cos i have to wear my hairband 24/7. :/ so irritating please! >:( wanted to cut it short but nobody wanted to accompany me bcos it will be too irritating too. so i guess i'll just have to wait.

we had a game on monday agnst tkgs. we all played well. yay. :) haha though score wasn't quite fantastic but at least everybody put in their own efforts. keep it up people! we have a game tomorrow, against ang mo kio sec. its not going to be easy, coach gave us so much variations the last training. just pray hard that we will do well tomorrow. and pray for my finger to heal please! its hurting like SHIT. has been hurting for months now. and i have to wait before i can go see the sinseh. sucks please. :(

pamela's birthday tomorrow! :) yay. we're going to celebrate after the game, which will be quite late i guess, but it'll be fun anyway! can't wait. bought for her a present alr. nice pumps. :)) but i feel so cheated! the auntie cheat us of our money. nehnehnehnehnehneh! >:( hmmpfs but i like the shoes leh! :p fwahaha. took neoprints! :)

and now! i have to go bathe! just praying that it wont rain tomorrow! yes, hope my prayer is answered. :D toodles!

i love those mini oreos. baby oreos. :)

ROARS AND I HATE MY HAIR. WENT TO THE HAIRDRESSER JUST TO LAYER IT BUT THE STOOPID FREAKING FUGLY FAT GUY WENT TO CUT MY FRINGE AND HAIR. NOW I THINK I LOOK LIKE A PORCUPINE. AND YES, HOW I WONDER HOW I WILL TIE MY HAIR FOR TMR'S GAME. I DON'T EVEN WANT TO GO SCHOOL. :( :(

oh gosh my hair's depressing me. :( its really ugly. that idiot who cut my hair said it was the "2005 new hair cut". oh would you use stick uhu glue to stick his mouth and sticky tape to seal it. never will i go there to cut my hair ever agian. im so angry with him that i might go sue him and his company. >:(

went to eunice's house to do the IPW filming project today. had fun asking people to do surveys online and sze yenn did all the typing. and later, i and eunice had to get filmed into the video. was laughing throughout the whole process but we're taking away the sounds so it should me fine. hope our project will turn out to be a success! :)

Play that stupid mind game.

busy busy busy. this whole week's so hectic. lots of activities going on. that's alot of ways to describe my week. :) hahaha. tired and pooped right now. glad the weekend's here. :D

played against river valley on wednesday. inconsistent during the game but lucky we had no training. hahaha :p watched the game between sports school and farfield. excitng. :) sports school won them by three goals. and second round we'll be meeting damai, ang mo kio and tanjong katong sec. tough time ahead of us. we'll just have to train harder. :/

had sportsday on thursday! =D it was damn fun please! hahaha though it was raining cats and dogs, we still enjoyed ourselves. did relays, two 4 by 100m and one 4 by 400m. and i have 3 medals! -rubs em. :) now i can add them on to my collection. ran for the inter relay for netball and we came in first! kinda expected it though. but we didn't beat the record off 55.8 seconds. :( we were sad but there's always next year.. so cheer up people! :)

stress stress stress about my studies. maybe i shouldn't even take double science and push myself till like that. maybe i should just stick to the single science class and perphaps seeing myself do better and feel much less pressurised. just don't have the discipline to do my homework and study. and mid year is approaching. in three week's time. and im doing nothing. sigh how screwed can my life get.

ooh nice song. :))

M2M -Everything


It's been nine days, eight hours
Forty minutes, ten seconds
Since you called
I've been so crazy
I've just about
Taken our picture
Off the wall
It's been three months
Over hundred days
Since you held my hand
And I miss you in
A thousand ways
Will I ever see you again?

How did it change so fast?
(I won't give you to the past)
I really thought it'd last

All that we had was
So unbelieveable
Now that it's gone
It's just inconceivable
Still in my dreams
You were so damn beautiful
How could it be
That you ruined my
EVERYTHING
EVERYTHING
EVERYTHING
EVERYTHING


It seems like
Everyone everywhere's in love
So, where are you?
And I remember
You couldn't get enough
Said you felt it too
So didn't you

WHY CANT I BLOG DAMMIT. >:(